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Chapter 50
« Thread Started on May 2, 2009, 12:41am »

Chapter 50

Okay, so the first thing I'll do is answer the question I know most of you will ask, based on past reviews.

And that's about the dream.

As many/most/all? of you know, my mother married a man who turned her into a slave. She wasn't allowed to talk to do anything without his permission, she wasn't allowed to get the mail, she wasn't allowed to talk to the police for any reason, he beat her... and that transfered to me once my mother escaped and my autistic big brother was removed by doctors orders to live with Mom.

One thing Daddy dearest did, was allow his brother, who has a very wide range of mental issues but none "apparent" enough to get him put away... To sum it up in a PG, Safe way... I'll say he came into my room a lot at night and... woke me up.

So the dreams I had was being in hell. Everywhere I went there was people being tortured, so I always felt I was so selfish when I tried to run. Because it caused those trapped in the floor pain. In the dream, my father's brother and his "friends" are always coming after me and I'm running, but I always end up asleep in my bed and Tom, my father's brother, comes in. Then I wake up. Now, when I wake up, he's not there... but I used to wake up to him being there.

I get a lot of PM's, Emails, even people coming up to me in person asking how I can put so much emotion in my writing, and that's how. The difference between my fanfictions and my fiction stories, is that I can explain the events in the fanfictions because they're not "professional" . I don't have to worry about the media commenting that I'm "so broken" as is evident by my stories. I get to explain it and that helps me get over it, and it's safe because not a one of you has ever hated me for it. I know I'm broken, but it is you all that assure me that it is okay. Not shattered. In pieces, but the pieces are still around and that means a lot to me.

And the next question! Drake says: Eclipse will be pissed, so mad. in Romanian.

Drake swears a LOT in Romanian. I have an entire notepad filled with Romanian swears... so if anyone wants some good ones... XD

And before anyone says anything... yes, I'm making fun of Dissidia. Why? Because they made Zidane freiking TINY!! Kuja seems to be normal sized, but from the movies I have it's hard to compair him to the other baddies... Zidane is soooo small in Dissidia. I think they did that to even hos proportions out but, DAMN!

I always pictured him being 5'6 at least. Not....3'4 - 4'2... tiny.
Drake's 5'5, so... *shrug* He's also designed more evenly proportioned than the FF9 males XD (Sept Kuja... anyone understand that!? *rants*)

And yes, there is a Dexter reference. The sinnerspeaker (that's what they're called!) that talks about freezing and draining blood, XD in the Showtime series, Dexter, the icetruck killer does this.

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